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Wehen
Wehen
SoC zu Slipknots „eyeless“
Augen sind überall. An den Wänden in den Spiegeln. Im Flimmern des Monitors. Hinter Helfern auf der Nase. Eigentlich Bewegungs und Augenlos, denn die Welt ist intern- ein Wort auf dem Schirm, ein Takt der Musik und alles öffnet sich im Innern zu großen Landschaften - was könnte man tun, wie sieht man sich, stellst sich lieber beim Schaffen vor als es tatsächlich zu tun; Kreisen zwischen den Bildern, aufstehen, laufen, sitzenbleiben, eigentlich immer Sitzen in der Schockstarre in der alle Eindrücke auf einen Einstürmen, endlose Flut,Strömungen in soviele Richtungen -mit dem Strom gehen,untergehen- oder alles Unterbrechen-
Nimm die Augen weg, ein Stich, zwei Stiche direkt in die Linse, aber gehen Bilder dann we, nein, nur die Flut von Außen,die Flut im Innern bleibt, nimmt vielleicht überhand, es mögen überall Augen sein, an den Wänden, in den Händen, hinter Glas, aber
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Literature
answered
in confinement
questions came
liberation
they survived
will the captors go
yes
they're gone
will another path emerge
yes, two
to stay as one
will the blaze
leave more than ashes
yes
thirst
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Literature
Friday morning
yeah so what has changed my man
well check what I’ve become
yet move back, look up, take it in
is really all that new?
still in black, still hide your face
still wandering; still wondering
if their looks excite or are unwanted
still the same grey sea
but the city has shrunk somehow
concrete waves no longer break my back
it may be me that has grown
but is it really
ride down the stairs look sideways sharp
see the hood winking back
face fuller, eyes darker, hair longer
with a ring tougher than steel
much has changed then
today was all alone on the streets
but now there’s something
a home with more than just reflections
so yeah not all has changed my man
but enough to make myself grow further
make the sky unfreeze and break
any walls that might still hold
me back from keeping happiness
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Literature
Gespraech
Früher schriebst du einfach drauflos
heute denkst du nur nach
früher sprachst du offen ins Nichts
heute kaum zu dir selbst
hab ich was zu sagen
fragst du
hab ich Gefühle verloren
fragst du
das alter ließ mich verstummen
denkst du
eigentlich fehlt es mir doch
weißt du
hat mich die Trägheit im Griff
fragst du
nur weil du es zulässt
weißt du
wann ist es Zeit
fragst du
jetzt.
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Literature
Do you still...
Do you still...
smog can't leave and chokes the streets
it sure is November
when I drove through the cold
I couldn't help but remember
You said it just happens
been like it for years
But more years have since past
Do you still cry at christmas?
Have the ghosts all been silent
The pain gone away
The emotions less violent
All calmer today
You said it means nothing
They’re just random tears
So I never did ask you
Why you cried at christmas
Time sure keeps grinding
Maybe that was your luck
a small silver lining
in now growing up
Collateral damage
But I hope you did manage
To evade losing passion
Adult empty shell
For we all lose some sparks
From the youth we so hated
Grow blunted or jaded
Are grownups the real us
Or youth the true self
Much more intense
Just aimless thinking
The question remains
I just simply call you
Do some catching up
You said it is alright
The demons in check
With everything around just right
You now smile at christmas
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Literature
retro
today a radio played an old song
send me against the wall
trapped me in nostalgia
so much welling up inside
feelings of romance and fright
memries good and bad but right
from the well they vanish to inside.
the past is just this hole which keeps on
growing all the time and then collapses
in upon itself and births
another you
the you today, the me I am
has lost connection to the things that were
but when this music trigged
memory cascade
it feels so close again
it's not quite like regret or sadness
or romantic longing for dreams and hopes
ambitions, goals and gains that never were
and never came
like a sweetness that once was entangled
in another universe with spider webs
of jarring "well what if"'s
which in the end is meaningless cos
the only actual happiness lies in the present
and those to come
so all this queer confusion
is the sign of a life that went on
is going on
and will turn out alright
with wounds and smiles intil the end
myriads of more what ifs
we'll never comprehend
and th
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Literature
aspirations
we always thought
It’s something to aim for
yeah it’s something to dream for
what has brought
the smoke and all the mirrors
that obscure the truth
what you really want
is it what you aim for
what you work for
or does it lie dormant
buried cos you work for
the pleasure to work more
is this what you now live for
did it all come true
or is this the cage
you build yourself
get up get in
exercise
neutralize
paradise
is this what we aimed for
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Literature
Therapie (v.1)
Der Raum ist nett. Eines Tages muss sich jemand eine ganze Stunde hingesetzt haben, um jedes einzelne Detail seiner Einrichtung unter dieses Adjektiv zu zwingen. Nettes Parkett.  Nette Vorhänge. Nette Bilder in netten Rahmen. Bequemer Sessel. Stilvoller Beistelltisch. Jedoch egal wie sehr sich die Person gegenüber Mühe gibt, sie ist nicht nett. Ebenso wie ihr stets zuckender Stift oder der hungrige Notizblock nicht nett sind und schon gar nicht ihr Gesicht. Es ist das Gesicht eines Individuums, dass helfen möchte, aber eine völlig falsche Vorstellung davon hat, was für Hilfe gewünscht ist. Es ist nicht nett, dass sie wohl trotzdem recht hat. Im Übrigen kann man im Parkett auch das Gesicht des Teufels sehen, in den Vorhängen die schwere von Mauern und Gitterstäben, oder in den Bildern gerahmte Ausgeburten einer vertrockneten Phantasie. Aber das wäre nicht nett. In diesem Raum geht es um nett.
„Was meinst du damit? Dass du
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Literature
Litanei
Litanei vom Morgenrot
Litanei vom süßen Tod
leg dich nieder
entsag allen
Sachen weltlich
streck die Glieder
lass dich fallen
Gottes Hände
plötzlich Krallen
rasches Ende
deine Schuld
nächstes Mal
mit mehr Geduld
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Literature
the puzzle
the puzzle
in the uneasiness of speech
lies hidden what brought them here
decades of smouldering embers
now turned into a apinful blaze
in the darting eyes lies hidden
what they refuse to confront
what froze their spines or bit their neck
silence not words
evasion of answers
deception
they show just this shell
not the ghosts they brought
who are you to argue
who are you to help
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Mature content
Kristallfeuer - Eine Kurzgeschichte :iconlisra:lisra 0 0
Literature
anker
haze of dreams diffuses
the mind drags itself through mud
or is it a sea
both so dark
stuck or sinking
grasping for the warming rock
vague soothing quick a smile
it's you for me to hold onto
when sleep sends its terrors
until they are gone
and only me and you remain
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Literature
word salad
this thing is a fireball
burns the temple every night
why did I choose to pray tonight
was it sorrow, hate or strife
that lead me here so long ago
where darkness feels embracing
and light a distant memory
until inevitably
the scorch begins with
clockwork timing
snail pace sliding
glaciers of cinder heat
arise around this fortress
trapped by all this
again because I chose to pray
in this eternal night
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Literature
Alita
(the) light so low now
drained
colours flow from skin
draped
over metal limbs
alita
dreaming her return
alita
metal for bone (and)
steel for skin
scrapyard angel
free of sin
alita
dreaming her rebirth
alita
they are at the door
hate
fills their mundane hearts
desire
clouds their failing eyes
metal for bone (and)
steel for skin
scrapyard angel
free of sin
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I updated my dA profile because it seemed to belong to a much younger person. :D 

I would also extend thanks to deviant shasera (go look at her stuff) who keeps me focused on actually producing writing - though none that you can read here (yet).
Wehen

SoC zu Slipknots „eyeless“

Augen sind überall. An den Wänden in den Spiegeln. Im Flimmern des Monitors. Hinter Helfern auf der Nase. Eigentlich Bewegungs und Augenlos, denn die Welt ist intern- ein Wort auf dem Schirm, ein Takt der Musik und alles öffnet sich im Innern zu großen Landschaften - was könnte man tun, wie sieht man sich, stellst sich lieber beim Schaffen vor als es tatsächlich zu tun; Kreisen zwischen den Bildern, aufstehen, laufen, sitzenbleiben, eigentlich immer Sitzen in der Schockstarre in der alle Eindrücke auf einen Einstürmen, endlose Flut,Strömungen in soviele Richtungen -mit dem Strom gehen,untergehen- oder alles Unterbrechen-
Nimm die Augen weg, ein Stich, zwei Stiche direkt in die Linse, aber gehen Bilder dann we, nein, nur die Flut von Außen,die Flut im Innern bleibt, nimmt vielleicht überhand, es mögen überall Augen sein, an den Wänden, in den Händen, hinter Glas, aber augenlos wäre Aussichtslos mehr ströme machen vielleicht Strudel, aber ein stärkerer allein würde alles mitreißen.

Also weiter in der Mitte liegen, Schaffen, vorstellen statt kreieren, wieder in Paralyse,aber Paralyse ist Sicherheitin Starre geht nichts schief

Aber dass kann so nicht bleiben, alle Augen öffnen, Monitor, Bilder, die im Kopf, Augen schließen, öffnen, Stift, Papier, erstes Wort

Nur nach vorn.
Got married.

New levels of bliss.

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lisra
Nils
Artist | Hobbyist | Literature
Germany
Physiotherapist born Norwegian and raised in Germany. I studied physiotherapy in the Netherlands and got a bachelor's in 2013. I got married in 2015 to an aspiring physics nerd. I reside in Germany again with my wife.

Most of what is published here I wrote between 2008 and 2011 when I was very much an adolescent. Expect emo.

I try to finish a novel. One day.

Current Residence: Gießen, Germany
deviantWEAR sizing preference: L
Favourite genre of music: most kinds of metal but I also like rock, ska, electro, classical...
Favourite style of art: prose, poetry, gothic, urban exploration
Operating System: 10
MP3 player of choice: my samsung phone, sadly
Wallpaper of choice: castles or urban exp ruins
Favourite cartoon character: Daria, Kirika, Nemi
Personal Quote: God's sole purpose is to sing background vox in my screenplays
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you're welcome :)
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hele reactie in mijn 'beste' Engels en zie ik dat je gewoon uit Nijmegen komt haha :P Jouw foto met die prachtige kat is ook lief :)
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Ik heb ook zelf niet nagekeken waar je vandaan komt. Wat lief!
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